OH scary day!

Today was a scary day!!!!! for the first time I felt useless, a failure as a mom going out to the Doctor   I felt with Liam in my arms I know!! OH My! how is that possible right? so Liam has been running a high fever for 3 days and My poor Baby has had a terrible day already so if that's not enough we go on our way to see the Doctor, well Gravity got the best of me i did not see a hole on the sidewalk near the parking lot and so I felt, everything happened so fast,
 but I do remember thinking of Liam and saving his  head from hitting the ground.
 I was not trying to be a Hero at all but, my automatic reaction was my Baby!!
 I try landing with my knee first to avoid Liam touching the ground, my knee and elbow got it the worst I was terrified thinking oh no I smashed my baby or even worst,
 thankfully there were others to help me get up like Jesse my neighbor/friend and the maintenance guy from our building. I was in shock expecting the worst but i was blessed that nothing major happened to Liam and that's all I care.